amandy rants . . .

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 09:50:48 GMT

im not going to be bothered to update here anymore - i used it to keep in touch with people, its not doing so or its just not worth trying to keep in touch so ill see you later

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 03:39:38 GMT

got another job - will soon have a trial at total legend jeans outlet at mt gravatt which is good cause its less than a 2 min walk from my front door, but it is a trial so i havnt actually gotten the job yet. but assuming i get it illhave money but no spare time which is ok cause i have to really keep my head on track with uni this semester - get myself into a rythym or system or sumthing. but yeah ill have some money on me finally. am slowly paying off the credit card.

my car got hit by some guy and they paid me cash to fix it and i can get it fixed cheaper than how much he paid me so im getting other stuff repaired at the same time.

good shit

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 10:26:58 GMT

so unmotivated right now

had party at mine new years, was tres good.

had moles cut out, i have stitches

have severly run out of money, am in debt 750 to commonwealth, no social life for me for a year

trying to get another job on top of full time jo0b and 2 subjects with external uni

plan on dieing

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 08:24:29 GMT

just an update for all you guys who made the effort to send me an sms or card this xmas, even though i havnt seen you for a year or more, or sometimes less :) it was really good to hear from you all, im happy you guys still remember me!! if i didnte reply to anyone i love you lots!!

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 00:07:46 GMT

so ive got nothing to do until 5 :(

things are good. went to the city wit da girls a few days back, had a blast.
my cars still not fixed, we rplaced some stuff but its stiull buggered so ray has decided we have to wait until we find a silvia bing wrecked and take the whole back end :/
Concorde was bought out, ray has a job with the newbs.
parents are gone, having a good time. i have the house :D
sister and bro are in england, and yeah

have a good xmas all u buggerz, get kewl pressies and party on new years.

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 11:45:39 GMT

i broke my car drifting

its not bad

but i am . . . :(

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 23:19:03 GMT

so ive been neglecting i think of this little thing whish is supposed to be documentary.

atm i am waiting for ray to get out of the shower so that i can drive him to work for his last ever day ata concorde due to them being broke and closing down >P he has no car now as most of u know so wer sharing mine which is k cause all i do all day is work :( so he needs transport and my work is like only 3 k's away so if need be i can bus it or walk if i have shoes that are comfy. but yeah, rays around a lot which i like. we are good together. we have fun.

i am so sick to death of cleaning, but its one of those things you have to do when you move out i guess, but its so hard cause im living with three people and i am the only one cleaning. given that one of them cleans up their own messes and lives in their room pretty much ALL the time i dont relally mind that she does her own thing. but the other one? well they are always saying "yes ill do that tomorrow, ill help you with that, oh ill pay you the money i owe you soon" and lets just say i hear that EVERY DAY. i mean pick your ass up off the floor and clean the fucking toilet YOU GROT.

ive applied for my courses with uni next semester. im doing to external courses on top of my full time job. that with all the house stuff i have to do is going to narrow my socail life quite a bit. i think i can handle it. i passed the course this semester with 51%. considering i didnt hand in the third assignment, and its a third year subject i did it pretty well. but no more slacking off on my part is to be had past january 05.

my parents have gone away for three weeks today. my brother has gone to visit my sister who now lives in england and this xmas is going to be very quiet . . .

ive done most of my xmas shopping but im so so so broke and im in debt to my credit card 200 bux from like 4 weeks ago that i havnt been able to pay back. i need more money.

i entered to win an endevour home at wellington point. i really want it alot :( not gna happn,

just keep telling myself that "someone who deserves it will get it" but annoyingly that doesnt usually happn, some rich bastard with enought money already will win it and then ill be annoyed.

other than that have been very very busy, will see girls from cuise next weekend. looking forward to that lots.

bout it

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 04:43:00 GMT

i just got home not too long ago from my P&O PACIFIC CRUISE or the Pissed and Offshore Booze Crooze!

i have spent the last 9 days pissed. i spent almost 900 dollarts on alcohol this week alone. i brought home no suvenirs from new cal so dont expect nething if u do. this holiday was for drinking and party only.

and party we did

have made so many new freinds who i will definitely keep in touch with. if you are ever looking for a holiday i SEVERLY SUGGEST that you go a pacific sky cruise, if not pacific sky then ANY cruise. the people there are amazing, not only the staff but the pasengers as well.

i lived in bars, casino, nightclubs and the ocean. i slept as little as possible. saw the sunrise this morning. chased fish on a coral reef last wednesday. floated in the bluest water i have ever seen on tuesday, played for 2500 bux in a bingo comp on thursday, excelled in rock, latin and funk dancing classes, tried pretty much EVERY cocktail on the cocktail menu - including mocktails, martinis, margaritas, daquiris, and shots. i made my own shirts for the themenights of "island" and "western", wore pretty dresses to the captains dinners, ran up and down 10 flights of stairs numerous times per day, actually managed to get all the food possible for free, covered my cute betty boo shirt in signatures of all the ppl who got drunk with me during the week and my good old casino buddies, such as "8/11" and "No# 32" i watched 2 musicals and didnt fall asleep, i laughed at the craziest comedian then contributed to his 25 yr old daughters xmas pressie of a teddy bear by buying the cd. i spa-ed, i got burnt, i rode horses, i canoed, i snorkeled, i played in sand, i talked french!!! I TALED FRENCH!!! to all the wonderful freindly new caledonians. i bought orangina and fire works, i went back to that shopping centre that we in grade 10 spent so much time in. i fell over a lot in the first few days, im falling over alot now that im back on land, i swear there are still waves under the concrete.

i did so much in those few days and now i can barely move. im going to bed for a few days...

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 11:18:54 GMT

heyoo all

im all woot an stuff i uno why im just in a good mood

almost a moof mood

but yeah

i have an exam on friday

my court dates on thursday, im not going.

i just made me sum really yummy chiken. chiken good.

i had THE BEST time in teh city on the weekend!! i spent over 60 dollars on alcohol, thats not including all the 6 shots i got for free!!! i had THE BEST time ive had in AGES

im so going out and doing it again!!! city rawx!!

new place

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 06:59:13 GMT

well im in my new place - its kewl, ive got evrything organized and i have me tv working and all that :D

rather enjoying it all, oscar has a big display in the living room and he is acting really well around everyone.

we went shopping and ive bought evrything i need for the next week.

settling in is godd. must get to teh assignment.

My Car

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 10:10:39 GMT

my car was found!!

and all is well!! happy days

the cd player, speakers and my cds were taken but the car is in good shape.
It received a bit of a flogging but my baby isnt complainin. Few scrathes and stuff and they took my dam subway name badge!!! barsteds.

But yeh we are happy to have the car back in such good condition, it will all clean up ok. Cops cant catch em though :(

Overall things are great - I have a guaranteed full time job working for accountants. My car is spiffy and im moving out this weekend :D All ive got to worry about this week is my assignment which i got an extension on!:)

Have fun ppls talk lata.

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 11:47:46 GMT

Alas i have stumbled into depression

SOME FUCKERS STOLE MY CAR

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 22:43:47 GMT

my car is gone

i went to the movies last nite at garden city and when i returned to my vehicle it was not where i left it, ironically the fucking shopping trolley i alsmost bumped was still there!!

matts friends didnt kno it but apparently they parked beside my car, they left b4 i did. matt told them wat happned and they sed they saw a black R32 and a bunch of lebs having a squiz at my car. its suss.

im pissed off immensly

no more subgay ever!!

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 07:33:06 GMT

so today was my last day.it was sooo fun. we cranked up the moozik so customers were all grry. and a few of my regulars came in and sed goodby. and the vegie man gave me a big hug and i was like awwwww. ill miss u 2 :( and i had on my name badge "amandas last day" and evry1 was like your leaving? and some woman commented how "bubly"i was!! me!! bubly!! i must be really happy to leave! and john gave me a little present. and tara has also quit!! wow !! thats 2 staff members in 2 days!! so she demanded a going away party for us both :) and im still having the work christmas party/general xmas party :D

and yael that bitch didnt come in until after i left so i didnt have to see her!!! and now i never have to see her again!! and in the paper subways advertising for staff thats funny, and they had heaps of interviews today. so subgays gna b filled with newbs.

i rekon i mite miss it.

on second thoughts i wont.

but yeah, so i start new jobon monday. no guarantees that ive got it, its a 2 week trial. i havnt told them bout the week i need off for the cruise or that i have to take another day off for my exam at st lucia. so i dno if theyll even keep me after 2 weeks. meh, its money and experience, im not worried.

and ive packed most of my stuff for moving now cause my big big assignment is due on friday, i sort of havnt started. i have finished all the work i need to do to understand it, now i just have to do it. so ive got a week. . . .

not that that means im going to get it done, its huge, im worried, but atm i dont much care. the day after its due i move out!! and i dont even know if ill be doing uni next year anyway. i might just get a full time job and be money making. we'll see.

and im going to "admit guilt" for my speeding fine and let them :deall with it without my presence" so ill loose the license but its ok since im living at mt gravatt, i mean ill have an extra 50 bux per week saved instead of spending it on fuel.

oh and i have 600 bux saved up for my crooze and my bond. plus i still have 2 paychecks coming from subgay. and ill get paid for this job b4 my paychecks stop from subway so ill not have to worry bout a lack of cash.

apart from the assignment its all pretty stress free atm. :)

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 07:21:55 GMT

i got a job!!! and i quit subway!!!!

FINALLY my days of hating subway and having to work there are over!! now i can just finally enjoy tha foooood :D

i got a job in holland park, not 15 minutes away from where im goin to be living in 15 days time. im working for a big "but little" accountants firm, doing office stuff. i get my own desk. and i have my own fone, and my desk is the only one in the office that is allowed internet access. :P

i called the big bitch of a boss yael up to tell her that i had a new job and shes like "thanks alot amanda" and im like im only casual i dont have to give notice and shes like "you must give notice" and im like well they want me to start on monday and shes like "well you should have told them you have to give us 2 weeks notice!!" in a higly shrill and pissed off voice. im the happiest chicky atm. lD

mahahahahahaha i really fucked yael over!!! fukn deserves that biatch right for treating us like shat!!!

random shit bucket

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 11:08:52 GMT

so, im avoiding doing my uni work with this little irrelevant entry that has absolutely no signifigance about anything whatsoever at all. spoke to my sis tonight (shes been in london a bit over a month now) she heard rocky bark at me and was like i miss rocky and she was all aww, so ive decided to put together a powerpoint videoy thing to send to her so she can see him whenever she wants. itll be a big "stuff you miss" video. shell love it :) itll be my xmas pressie 2 her cause i cant afford to send anything worth while overseas.

apart from that my day has been uneventful. i vacumed the car, cleaned up a bit, did some uni work :S, but the most fun was organizing all the stuff that im gna take with me when i move out. its still a while away (moving out that is) but my biggest assignment of the semester is due the day b4 i move in so im not going to be able to think much about packing closer to the date. this assignment is so screwed over by the way. 13 days to go b4 its due :S

but neway im gna go pretend to do uni work while i download some funky tunes :D

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 09:56:18 GMT

im deciding on giving up the work license idea, lkiving in mt gravatt will give me transport evrywhere i need not worry, plus i get to spend heaps of time at garden city! woo yeah

i spent all my money today on pink clothes, supposedly "work" clothes. they are pretty. and pink, and pretty in pink. im such a waste of time

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 08:01:07 GMT

im moving out!!! MOVING OUT!!!!

finally, when my original plans were to be in my own place by july this year i am finally doing what im sposed to be doing. and thats moving out!! im moving to a place in mnt gravatt, a nice lil house with 2 roomies, one being a friend of mine. rent is affordable, the place is the best. i have internet connection and a pool. my snake gets to come with me, i have secure parking. i move on october 30, im soooo sooo soooo excited!!!!

i got my letter from the courts bout my license, my court date is 12th november. the only reason i am going for a work license is because i have no way of getting to public transport from my house here in redland bay, howeverr if i move to mt gravatt i will have a large amount of public transport right at my front step, therefore why do i need a work license? the point being i dont. so i think im going to forgo my court date and just have the 6 month suspension. but i havnt decided yet. . . im so scared, but altogether EXCITED!!! YAY!!!

other than that theres not much

im moving out!!

oh yeah subway is gay and i plan on quitting in near future, have applied for many jobs, had a few interviews so far, have some more for the rest of the week. well see. i want to be out of subway b4 i move out.

For the 4/10/2004

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 06:52:18 GMT

This years love had better last

Heaven knows it's high time

And I've been waiting on my own too long

But when you hold me like you do

It feels so right

start to forget

How my heart gets torn

When that hurt gets thrown

Feeling like you can't go on

Turning circles when time again

It cuts like a knife

If you love me got to know for sure

Cos it takes something more this time

Than sweet sweet lies

Before I open up my arms and fall

Losing all control

Every dream inside my soul

And when you kiss me

On that midnight street

Sweep me off my feet

Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last

So whose to worry

If our hearts get torn

When that hurt gets thrown

Don't you know this life goes on

And won't you kiss me

On that midnight street

Sweep me off my feet

Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last

- David Gray

i know its gay and ur not going to read it

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 04:44:45 GMT

but anyway here i am, weeks later, according to my alst post, which also was gay and uninteresting. but for any of u people who have kept up with me heres the latest shit off the box

this weekend was me n rays 1 year anniversary, we went up the coast for 2 days and had a good realx session, hes coming over tonight so i can make him dinner. a real test for my so far undiscovered truly amazing cooking abilities. im rather happy, extremely tierd and wishing i had just about 1000 dollars more than i do have.

last week was my residential skool at gatton - for all of you uninformed minions out there thats where i go to uni for a week 9-5 and do pracs in the lab all day to catch up on the stuff i would be doing if i was an internal student. it was fun, jasmin and i ran around the uni campus exploring all the shit there, we got slobbered on by horses, tackled male sheepwith huge horns, chased numerous birds, tried to covince the llamas that we wernt terrible, observed lazy cows and failed in all that time to find where the pigs were kept. it is a huge campus. we found three lakes/dams, hid our belongings under bridges, made the smart 3rd year ppl look stupid :D, did some experiments i do not care to discuss, ultrasounded a horse, and found a baby cow foetus in a pre torn out uterus of a cow. we were the only ones who got a embryo - evry1 else only got gay corpus leutems and follicles and stuff thats borring, oh and it was rather funny seeing someone open up a bladder in stead of an ovary.

while at uni i got myself into a bridging chem corse. soo gay, but it doesnt have due dates or exams or anything, u just have all these notes and a year to do it so you pass. im doing chem in semester 2 next year so ive got a while to do this course.

i mite be movin in with jaz if her faltmates can be assed moving their weights fromt he room id be living in.

a long long time ago was driftday and my boy did good. so proud. :)

handed in another assignment, not impressed with that shit either. havnt got marks back from anythign yet. all i want is a pass :/

soon oscar gets tested to be shure that he IS a boy so i can find him a chicky and get them together to begin my little venture to make a profit from my snakeys.

thats all i can remember - there will be more in the future, alas i am not dead to those who might think im lost.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 09:49:50 GMT

heyo guys

lately been much to update bout
am too tierd to go into detail

handed in assignment actually 7 hours before the due time i was proud. even though it was the gayest load of crap ive ever written
but what the fuck are you sposed to write when your talking about the cow, koala, human eostrous/menstrual cycles??

weekend was definitely not as cool as it shuld have been, all the fun stuff turned into ultra gay non interesting boring stuff. didnt get as pissed as i planned on getting, annoyed.

went on cruise on friday which was gayed up cause this stooped turboed, rice up heunday axent overheated while trying to get up a mountain. we had radios and pirate hats and all sorts of fun but.

it was me n rays 11 month anniversary on sat. i rekon its something to be proud of, that we are stil as good and probably betterthan we wer goin in our first few months.

sat nite went out n bout with work friends, wasted lots of time, drunk and played with this little miniture white fluffbal called charlie.

sunday screwed off work and went for a drive to look at a car that was being torn apart. alas my car needs nothing so it was of no use to me but ray got some good shit struts and that stuff to shove in his car which is currently being painted and looks oh so perdy. hope evry1 will b redy for drifto day soon.

alas there is still no letter from the govntmnt bout my court date for the annoying loss of my license therefore i am still driving.

i have to have a load of cash by sometime next week for my cruise

yes yes im going on a cruise, a P&O cruise and im going on it. and im going to new cal - the best island. and im gettin lots and lots of orangina - as much as im allowed cause it is THE BEST.mmm orangina . . .

my cars good - got a new clutch in and it works so well. im still not used to the clutch point cause it is really really difrent from my old one. i bought a set of hedlights so i can replace the one thats shitted from wallaby bashing.

subgay is gayer than ever, every day i wish i could quit but alas i need a new job to shove that in my bosses face so if ne1 knows ne1 who wants a jounior receptionist - preferably not medical im so the person to call.

thats bout it

keep chuggin along

just kill me itd make me happier than i am now

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 12:54:17 GMT

the tiger is born under the sign of courage, their independant streak and commanding spirit means they hate obeying orders. they can often go to astonishing lengths to prove themselves and hate to be ignored. rarely shying from fights, their powerful and brave nature helps them come out on top. although forward thinking, their spirit can suffer from ill temper and risk taking. sacrificee for loved ones is attributed to a generous nature, which is seldom repaid.

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 07:50:43 GMT

am fucked

family cool

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 06:32:06 GMT

work is gay

i work 5 friggin days a week and everyday its the same friggin shift! the open!!

7 in the morning

7 AM in the MORNING

im not made to wake up that early 5 days a week

screw you subgay!!!

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 08:52:54 GMT

fuck its been a while

uni is gay assignments are also gay

my snake is the best he is so cute and not really cudly but we are not having biting issues or "im not eating today" issues so basically no issues at all and we are happy

work is gay i want another job

my clutch is fucked which means like another 200 dollars that i can add on to the 1100 that i owe my mum plus saving spending money for the cruise.

got a new fone which is sucking th cash to cause its a plan 35 a month = 30 bux of calls and 50 smss i kno im over it already.

im really fukn tierd im being stupid and going out every night and starting work at 7 in the morning most days.

tonite is my first nite at home in woh knows how long and i almost went out neway.

and even thoough im going out as much as i want and working 5-6 days a week im actually getting my uni work done on time. given that a week ago i was 3 weeks behind i think im like wow

and i sold my horse to my neighbours so i can still see her when i want to. also the cash i got for it paid off my speeding fine and put my cruise cash up to like 600 bux

thats it in a nutshell

im still tierd